One thing

"I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can never be brave
Cause you make my heart race
Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak 
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe
Some things gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing."




Back home, still can't believe what happened yesterday, too amazing to be true. So here's what happened then.


One hour drive from Como to Milan was painful, we were so nervous and couldn't imagine what was waiting for us when we'd get there.
 When we got out of the car, I almost started crying. Instead I smiled and said to myself that now it's time to be happy and we started to look for the way in. 
In fifteen minutes we found ourselves in the middle of a massive crowd of people, no idea how to get in the arena and as we looked around, we also noticed there's no way out of the crowd either. Finally we figured out what's the way in and queued for almost 45 minutes. Next to the gates we saw girls crying and noticed that either they didn't have tickets or they had fake ones. I started to panic a little inside my head. What if we'd find out that our tickets would be fake? Happily we got in and the moment we went in through the gates and started climbing the stairs, I couldn't hold it in anymore. I looked at my friend who also was crying and I felt like it wasn't about to stop that fast. 
Inside the arena we had to calm ourselves down a bit before looking for our places. We thought that our places would be really bad ones and that we'd barely see the boys, but we were more than happily surprised. We found our places with the help of helpful italian girls. Another thing that made us happy was that next and behind us we had the kindest people I've ever met in my life. They let us paint our faces with their paint, informed us about everything we needed to know about the concert and made us feel like we were so welcome to that concert. And finally when the concert started....wow. No words. I just can't describe it. Let's try anyway.
 15.5.2011 I fell in love with these boys. Since then I've waited for that day to happen, that day when I'd finally see them. I never thought that it would happen this fast. 
 When I saw them walking on that stage in front of me, I was in shock. Girls next to me were dancing and screaming, what about me? I just stood there and cried for the first thirty seconds. It was too amazing to even believe.
 Top moments of the show? Well there were too many. All the time they did those little things (haahaa) that all of us, directioners, were waiting for. One of the most touching moments for me was Niall's part in "Little Things" and when the crowd sang it with him, the ballads and in the end when they jumped on each other and just were the way they always are. I found so many moments in that concert that described perfectly everything they are. Sorry, I'm bad at this, it's just because I can't. I just can't.
 After the concert we cried, cried and cried. Our new directioner friends, Micol and Sara, were amazing to talk with and share this life changing experience with. I'm so thankful we found these new awesome directioners and Italy really showed their best sides during this weekend, even though I've been there so many times before. 
 While walking to our taxi, crying SO much, some random directioners who we didn't even know, came to talk to us and hugged us because they knew the feeling. They were feeling the same way. 
 And after all we saw One Directions tour bus leaving the arena and we stood right next to it. The windows were black so we didn't see the boys but the feeling they were a couple metres next to us just makes me go crazy. 

In couple words, Monday 20th of May 2013, was the best day of my life. Thank you to our moms who made it happen, thank you to the Italian Directioners, thank you to my amazing sister Emilia and one of my oldest friends Janette who I shared this, thank you Micol and Sara, specially thank you ONE DIRECTION, I wouldn't be me without you. Right now I have this strange feeling, I kinda know it happened but my brain just can't take that information in so I really don't know have I really saw my boys or is this just a dream. I guess this is real. I hope it is, cause if it is, I'm living my dream. 

-Rosa